Vent- drugs, alcohol
(Edit) this was long af and not worth reading

If you knew me (none of you did) but I remember the first time I did anything, I didn't even start off with weed, I started off with pills, I took like 6 CCC, it was worse cause it was in school, I was totally fucked up, now going back it wasn't that I was fucked you, I had no motor control of my body, I remember tripping down the stairs and going everywhere, it was a month later when I first smoked with my f... blushing style garments for bridesmaid in pastel pink