Why even try? Try to do so much right in this world but does anyone every notice? Is it to much to ask for some kindness and recognition? I do so much for people. I'll go broke so others can succeed? Why can't I be greedy? Why can't I expect others to just tend to my every demand? I wish someone would see me and all my flaws and be hopelessly in love with everything i do and be proud of what I am and what I do. Maybe it is me? Maybe I'm doing something wrong. Am I really stuc short curvy styled brides like to wear of the wedding ... k up? Blind to what I'm doing and how its effecting others? I dont know. But I feel like I'm in the ocean swimming. Like I'm making progress just to look around and see I've drifted further from shore. I know not many will read this and if you do I know you most likely won't say anything. This is just me getting heavy shit off my chest. I'm a loving and inderstamding person. But that doesn't mean I dont have a breaking point.